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SUDDEN
SELF-AWARENESS
When people know themselves only from how others respond to them and then
for the first time, by means of some new technology, suddenly see themselves
clearly, in some totally new way, they are often so frightened, so exhilarated,
they cover their mouths & duck their heads. I
think they do so to try to prevent loss of identity. The Highlanders of
New Guinea call it loss of spirit or soul, but it's the same phenomenon.
It's their response to any sudden embarrassment, to any sudden self-consciousness.
When they first see pictures of themselves or hear recordings of their
voices, this response is greatly intensified. It's as if they had vomited
up an organ; they cover their mouths, almost as a delayed reflex, trying
to prevent this loss. In the U.S. Navy, vomiting is called "discovering
your soul." That
New Guineans regard the breath as the seat of the soul, and associate
speech with intelligence, is understandable. To be conscious is to have
breath. What easier way to reveal intelligence than to speak? To be speechless
is to be dumb. Ben
Jonson's "Speak, that I may see Thee!" actually comes from the
ancient Greeks, who used it as a daily greeting. Like other ancients,
they believed breath was the most powerful force radiating from any being.
To them, it was the center of life itself. Genesis
tells us that when God made man, "He breathed into his nostrils the
breath of life, and man became a living soul." To speak meant to
call into being: "And God said, 'Let there be light,' and there was
light"; "By the word of the Lord were the Heavens made, and
all the hosts of them by the breath of His mouth." Children often identify thinking with the mouth, and thought with the voice. Thought is confused with the thing itself, in the sense that the word is part of the thing. Thoughts are word-things, stored in the breath or chest: the ears & mouth merely receive & transmit them.
Among
the Trobrianders, intelligence & moral qualities reside in the larynx.
In locating it, Trobrianders point to the organs of speech. Memory, that
is, traditions learned by heart, lie deeper, in the belly. Power is in
words, not things: it resides within man & escapes through his voice.
Society
Islanders call thinking "speaking in the stomach" and thoughts
"words in the belly." When a sacred recorder (harepo), famous
in life for ancient knowledge, is dying, his son & successor places
his mouth over the mouth of the dying man to inhale the parting soul:
in this way lore is transmitted. Sages attribute their learning to this
expedient. The
conception of words as part of the soul - the soul being that which survives
death - may lie behind the poet's claim: "Let no man mourn me." |
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Oh, What a Blow That Phantom Gave Me! by Edmund Carpenter Holt, Rinehart and Winston - New York, Chicago, San Francisco Copyright 1972, 1973 by Edmund Carpenter |
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Translated
to hypermedia and edited by Michael Wesch
2002
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